Confession of a Dork .

I don’t feel myself now. I mean I don’t know what to do at this moment. I’m not happy nor sad. It’s just I’m really bothered about the job I’m into right now. I was expecting to start the said job last Sept 11 and then I waited a couple of days and a text said that it will be move this coming monday. BUT after that day there’s another text again: “Your account might and will start by October or November”. I am really pissed about it, after all the long walk just to complete the requirements?! BUT, the heck! Why is there always BUT in this kind of moment? OKAY, they also said that if I want to start immediately I could be re profiled for another account which is “I DON’T KNOW”. IF and ONLY IF I passed the exam for that account, that’s the time they’ll put me to that account. Of course simple-sorry note was there and yeah it was a forgive and forget situation. NEVERTHELESS, I will and I have to take that exam tomorrow. I’ll just have to take the risk to succeed right?